My biggest problem so far is finding the right balance
between creating content and writing more code and optimizing more my solution. And I have to figure out what this means in order to be able to find a solution
or at least start looking for one or multiple ways that I can try to get out of this scenario.
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Just talking about it must be considered a first step
towards doing something anything and let's see how it goes. Anyway, here it is how I can see it at this very moment. Every time I manage to write, let's say an
article, I get like a feeling of doing anything else. Maybe write some more code. Maybe just, I don't know, waste time on videos on various social media like YouTube or whatever. And I have in my mind some kind of thought that keeps growing: like I should get back, I should get back, but I keep postponing on writing more content. And I don't really know exactly how to describe this with proper words. So this is my best attempt to share anything about it.
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I have to admit that this process right now is kind of working in terms of I can kind of feel some hope. I can feel that I could continue doing it. I can feel that it sounds right, it feels right. However, as long as I manage to write this content and in a way or another move on to the next piece of content, like the next article, the next video, I'm pretty sure it will be more than before. So let's see how this goes. Let's see if I somehow got into a position where it's different this time than all the other times. And hopefully I'll get better and better at making more quantifiable progress.
For example, right now I'm in my admin area and I can look at the add new section and I can see that the text area where I'm typing right now and then there is a default input that helps with ordering. It's an input where you can place a number and based on ordering those numbers in ascendant like from smallest to biggest it decides the order that this content that you're looking at is going to be shown or displayed on the web page and I can see that between the text area and the input vertically there is no spacing so my first thought would be let me just get back and fix that and add some padding although I did add it at some point probably to the wrong wrapper because I don't see the padding or the spacing whatever you want to call it so yeah this is this is happening again instead of thinking of writing more content I think of writing more code and I know it's not a big issue it just stares me in my face right in my face like fix it fix it fix it I hope I'm not the only one the only weirdo that goes through this type of disordering thoughts disordering actions being taken probably I lost my way of what matters and what doesn't matter so anyway as I was saying I'm sharing this in the hope that writing anything about anything would help me make progress in writing more content
At least work has been done. I mean, right now, this type of
code manages about four websites and there's no limit in theory. I could have 40 or 400 websites being managed by the very same code. I can still think of
things to be done. For example, I have a paragraph, unorder list, order list, code, hero, image, callout, YouTube. And I'm thinking about adding one more type to this type of sections called block quote where I would write or at least directly copy-paste stuff that somebody else has said to quote them. Yeah, see, I'm thinking of more coding, although it does have a purpose. However, is this important enough for me to jump back into coding? Is it more important than writing my next article? I don't know. I don't see it that much important, but I do see its importance if I want to quote somebody. It does make sense. So, I won't keep this very long because I don't think this article deserves more. Just opening up and sharing my what I would call disease somewhere in the brain, somewhere in the process of thought. Maybe by recognizing it and accepting it, it counts as a step forward. Maybe. I don't know. What do you think? Are you going through similar scenarios? Maybe you're not. Maybe you are. I don't know. I haven't talked to other people. Other people don't talk to me. So happy writing, happy coding, happy business deals, whatever rocks your boat. I just need to feel that I'm making a step forward.
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